Flow Life


Our mission is to be a beacon of transformation, guiding individuals toward holistic healing, profound growth, and expansive empowerment. Through our endeavors, we aspire to inspire self-leadership, while offering a pathway toward awakening ones inner technology.

"Life Changing! I've been doing stuff for myself I haven't done in 5-10 years."

"10 Years of Therapy
Condensed into One Weekend."

"Just Whoa."

We offer several options including: Women's Retreats, Men's Retreats, Couples Experiences, Co-Ed Retreats, One Day Retreats1:1 Sessions and Camp Flow Life

Feel free to reach out if you have any questions through a discovery call.

Camp Flow Life

Founded by Eva Payne, a mother of six and visionary leader, Camp Flow Life is the culmination of over two decades of experience in creating transformative, loving spaces. Originally inspired by her nonprofit summer camps for children impacted by HIV and AIDS, Eva now brings her passion and expertise to adults seeking healing, community, and adventure.

Launching in 2024, Camp Flow Life combines the best elements of Eva's summer camps and adult retreats. This unique experience is designed for adults who crave play, connection, and the chance to try new things in a supportive environment.

Join us for the inaugural year of Camp Flow Life and become part of an incredible journey and community. Welcome to the adventure of a lifetime!


Join The Journey
Upcoming Retreat Dates

What do you really desire and do you have the courage to take the steps to live it wholeheartedly? You are invited on a journey of self discovery, release, and expansion. You can let go of the baggage that holds you down and keeps you from moving forward with courage. You can gain more clarity around your deepest desires by joining a small group of individuals in a self-leadership + self-exploration retreat designed to unleash your flow. You will experience the magic of an insightful nature based women, men, coed, or couples retreat, transformational programming, with an optional sacred medicine experience + accompanying education in Oregon and Colorado. A psychedelic retreat is one tool to tap into the parts of you that are difficult to reach. 

Humans are designed to live in flow. However, fear, life challenges, stuck identities, and old stories we play over and over keep us from discovering our true essence and overall life satisfaction. The Flow Life Retreat combines  self-exploration programming , the tools of nature, and guidance of a life transformational program to open doors within your mind, heart, and soul. In openness is where clarity will unfold around creating a life lived with more ease, patience, gratitude, and love. When you feel lost, commune with nature. When you are seeking a deeper connection with the self, earth's medicine is answering the call.

Are you looking for a clear vision around your next step in life?

Does your ruminating or storytelling keep you from experiencing life wholeheartedly? 

Are you ready to answer the call of your heart’s deepest desires?

When we feel as though we are a victim to life circumstances, foggy, stuck, or afraid to make a choice, a courageous experience that walks us right up to our comfort zone can be the magic we need to break through. Come and experience what the Flow Life Retreat can do for your life’s journey. Come and heal the parts of you that have been kept in the dark for long enough.

This retreat is not a match for anyone taking lithium, diagnosed with bi-polar or psychosis, recently attempted suicide or currently self harms.

The Flow Life programs are intended as an educational, experiential, and developmental offering. They are not suitable for persons seeking therapy or as a substitute for therapy and must not be attended in place of psychological or therapeutic support, especially for experiences such as psychosis, bipolar, personality disorder, and schizophrenia.

If you are currently in therapy we recommend you talk with your therapist about your intentions to participate in a psychedelic experience.

Who, What, Why

My name is Eva Payne, I am the creator of the Flow Life Retreat. I am grateful you have stopped by this site to check out what it is we do at the Flow Life Retreats. What I can tell you after almost three years of running these retreats & over 40 sessions is, this experience works! We open hearts, clear minds, and show participants how to human in a different way. 

Hearts can begin to REALLY heal in this space. We open a door to what is possible for humanity.

My purpose here on this planet is to assist in the healing of the human spirit. We have become so dragged down by the darkness and enough is enough. It is time for real transformation through authenticity, love, hope, and forgiveness. We can rise above the stories and projections.

Witnessing Transformation: The Power of Psilocybin Retreats

As a facilitator of psilocybin retreats, I've had the privilege of witnessing countless transformations unfold before my eyes. Each journey is a deeply personal and profound experience, yet they all share a common thread – the power of healing and connection that psilocybin retreats offer.

I'll never forget the first time I saw someone emerge from a psilocybin journey, their eyes alight with newfound clarity and understanding. It was a moment of pure magic, a testament to the profound healing potential of this sacred medicine.

Over the years, I've seen individuals confront their deepest fears and traumas with courage and grace, guided by the loving support of our retreat community. I've watched as walls crumble and hearts open, paving the way for profound moments of healing and transformation.

One of the most beautiful aspects of leading these retreats is witnessing the bonds that form among participants. In the crucible of shared experience, strangers become friends, and friends become family. It's a testament to the power of community and connection in the healing process.

But perhaps the most awe-inspiring moments are those of integration – when participants take the insights gained from their journey and begin to apply them to their daily lives. I've seen individuals step into their power, embrace their authenticity, and live with a newfound sense of purpose and passion.

For me, facilitating these retreats is not just a job – it's a calling, a sacred duty to hold space for healing and transformation. And while each journey is unique, the common thread that binds them all is the profound sense of love and connection that permeates every moment.

As I reflect on the countless lives that have been touched by psilocybin retreats, I'm filled with a deep sense of gratitude and humility. It's an honor to be a witness to the beauty and resilience of the human spirit, and I'm continually inspired by the courage and vulnerability of those who choose to embark on this journey.

In sharing these reflections, my hope is to shine a light on the profound healing potential of psilocybin retreats and to inspire others to explore this path of transformation. May we all find the courage to embrace the depths of our being, to forge deep connections with one another, and to journey together towards a brighter, more compassionate world.

With love and gratitude,

Eva Payne




Rich: Three Weeks Post Retreat

This is an edited update from Rich who attended the men's Flow Life Retreat in April of 2023 in Oregon. When he attended, his life was in the midst of big transitions. 

For additional testimonials from men and woman visit our "Their Words" page!